Well I'm out of the hospital... again... heart went into overdrive... but not pumping properly... more a case of half beats... but better than dead beats I suppose....

anyway...
at rest my average heart beat per minute was 260... my usual heart beat is around 45-55 per minute, so big increase.
After increasing the drugs dosage he came with the usual.... take it easy... no stress or strain.... stop smoking.... take some exercise.... and he gave me a limit to the amount of alcohol I can consume... to be honest I usually drink more in the first hour than my monthly allowance... so effectively stop drinking... thats not to say my intake is large... just my limit is low. The take exercise confuses me... the goal of exercise is to make the heart work... to stress it a little... how can I do that and not stress or strain at the same time... but thats doctors... confusing diagnosis and prognosis but very clear about the bill.... I asked it he did paypal but the confused expression suggested to me he only accepted escrow and t/t, but it seems cash is king here too.
I am going to take a short step back, I have already notified other forums I am involved with, that I will no longer be taking such an active part and relinquished my roles as adviser or moderator or uploader as the case may be. I am a little reluctant to give up this one though, not sure why.
On a lighter note... my wife... wants us to take a holiday... Ive been on holiday for the last 6-7 years but she insists we take a trip to the coast for some R&R, as she has enrolled in a short course at the local "uni" it wont be for a few weeks, anyway and by then my 3 monthly vacation is due so it all falls together.... but a short trip to Hua Hin sounds inviting before the scheduled trip... 3-4 days maybe, sun, sand, sea and... well maybe the sex would put too much strain on the ticker....
but the best exit I could possibly hope for.
